there are many people tampering with my conciousness. they keep trying to plant sexual thoughts in my head. to link their product or service with a state of sexual arousal. i find this invasive. they do this with voice and image and suggestion. they do it with rhythm and sound. my animal machinery is being manipulated. windy bodieless rock is one method of defence. the divorce from the animal. the identification with conciousness. the observer. is this a mutilation of self? if yes, then what are alternative methods of self-defence?