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nomadologist
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intelligent people put up the most resistance to ideas that they can benefit from. intelligence is an army the ego uses to hold on to its control, it is like a fortress which protects the ego against freedom.
you are really intellgent Nomad. that's why you "talk circles" around your therapists. and that's why you will be trapped in your own thinking for a long time, and suffer unnecessarily for a very long time. there is so much negativity in you, so much resistance, so much pain. I speak words of healing and of love with the best of intentions, and you are only interested in resisting, in dismissing, in mocking, and in discrediting. you would rather hold on to your pain rather than consider the possibility of letting it go. you are afraid of letting go. i hope you do get over the endlessly miserable oedipal traps someday, and i sincerely hope you keep growing and overcome whatever in your life you need to overcome.
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zhao
Thanks for enlightening me, Holy One.
So someday I will have the honor of becoming more like you? That's exciting.
Did it ever occur to you that I LIKE pain? It doesn't just hurt, it feels gooood.